Coldstarz' words

PeRSPEktIF yANg sUBjEKtif

lena SendiRI DalaM MeNcARi
PerSOaLan YAng MasIH lAgI
mENjAJaHku PAda CiNTa

ReLa Ku TunDuK
aNdAI tERbUKti
JelMaAN-MU

hiNGga Ku TerAsA
TanGgiSan YaNg MenGalIR
AdaLah KerNA-MU

SengSarA DalAM jIWa
mENjaDI aSMAra

Di bAwaH sEDar
NyaTA kASih ku
yaNG sebeNAR
TELAh hADIr Dulu

sEMbunyi
tANPA Ku tERAsa
BelaIAn MesRA-NYA
Di SEtIaP gEraK daN naFAsku

MenJAdi
TAnggiS tIka SedIH
taWa bUkaN dUSta

KerNa DIA
lEBIh nYATa kASihku..

---------my world's words..........


-behind the name-

Stand here, without any good reason, i felt so down. I dont understand, it's already happend before, and i just cant take it anymore. They create a big lie, what a such a perfect illusion! They make me stay just to hurt me again and again! I died in my little dreams, and what that supposed to mean? Even my STAR get the soul but my spirit's sleeping somewhere COLD , Im alive but im kept in the dark and there's nothing inside! i live once but i will die forever - It's involved my life from A to Z - that why i create my own -COLDSTARZ - everybody get their own star - but what's mine is so cold... - not shining enough! - poor me-